"I don't live here anymore"

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“I don’t live here anymore…” for those who watch “Sex and The City”, Carrie Bradshaw uttered this line to Big, full of emotions.

In one way or the other, we have said this same line to someone…or we have heard this line somewhere…

There is a point in our life when we just want to vanish into thin air and never look back again; no telephone or mobile numbers to contact, any house number or street number to locate.

It is like we don’t exist at all. No trace of remembrance whatsoever. There are times when we just want certain people to disappear right out of our sight.

Out of anger, frustration, desperation, we want to be just by ourselves, not feeling to be with someone.

It is our selfish way of shielding our hurts and bruised souls. Not letting other people see who we are at our lowest and worst episodes.

We would always want to come out of every situation unscathed; like we are our own heroes who always victor over the enemies.

What if your enemy turns out to be your self? How do you win over our own self? Can you simply shout, “ I don’t live here anymore?”